Planning... After life...

 Inu had not been eating whole day today.  It felt so good to see this empty can by the end of the day.  It was a tremendous hard work trying to persuade Inu to eat.

We went a couple places today to check out Inu's rest places.  Both have their pros and cons.  Cremation? Plot Burial? Sea Burial? (No, Inu hates water.) Columbarium? Short-term? Long-term? 1 hr. one-way journey for the future visit won't be too bad.  The toughest part was making a decision and what's the meaning of each decision.

On the way home, I was pounded by uncontrollable emotion for the first time since we had the bad news 1 month ago.  Inu had been well taken care her whole life, dined with us, ate our food, lived with us in the house, slept with us in the air-con room most of her life, walked in the park twice a day, travelled with us.  I knew I should feel happy for her to celebrate her life.  On the other hand, I continued to be emotional and had not been myself for the past month.

One more Inu walking at the park recently for memory...